Theres a girl who sits under the bleachers Just another day eating alone And though she smiles There is something just hiding And she cant find a way to relate She just goes unnoticed As the crowd passes by And she'll pretend to be busy When inside she just wants to cry She'll say...Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the dayWhen you'll ask her her name The begining, in the first weeks of class She did everything to try and fit in But the others they couldnt seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surfaceAnd she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs And the more that they joked And the more that they screamed She retreated to where she is now And she'll sing...Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoesTake a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name And one day just the same as the lastJust the days been in counting the time Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

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ULTRAELECTROMAGNETICJAM

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OMG!!!

inspiration

At last!!!

waiting! irritating! useless!

testing

TRUE FRIENDS

CUESHEan.....

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I slept around 5:30am. Nope, I wasnt surfing the net. I was burning the phone lines! I talked to Michael from 12am to 5am. We practically talked about all the inane and mundane things in the world yet it was so much fun. I was feeling a bit disconsolated last night talking to Him made me forget all my qualms.

Later that evening, We had a sort of reunion with my clanmates. I was with my cousins all through the night. I realized that I was a bit ALOOF. I was unfriendly, snobbish and snooty. While they were singing and having fun I was texting. Its not that I dont like their company its the way I want it.

More than half of my classmates has their significant other. Whenever they talk about their love life Im always muted and unresponsive. On plenty occasions people kept asking me why am i still unattached. And I too, do not know why. Gawd. Why am I seem to be longing for something or someone? Is it because Vday is near?

I wish I could just be as happy as I have always been, though, i know its hard to reflex and stretch muscles when its torned. Its hard to look around when you cant move your neck; its hard to smile when your muscles tend to frown. Thats quite painful, i believe. but well see, maybe tomorrow ill be fine. maybe.

Sweet Kisses, CriZzy

i don't know if anyone would ever stumble in this site. well, its me crizzy and im the only one who knew this blog. scratch that. 'coz this time i think i had enough courage to share to others my thoughts & ramblings. if you happen to bump in this site. well, whatever!

To Dream is my number one Hobby. Dreams help me stay strong. Loving is my key to having a better life. Love is sometimes Complicated, but I still manage to make it through. Learning to trust people is my number one goal right now. Learning to pick and decide well is what im working on. My life is currently on the ride. Im loving everything. I want to be happy, thats all. :)