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Theres a girl who sits under the bleachers Just another day eating alone And though she smiles There is something just hiding And she cant find a way to relate She just goes unnoticed As the crowd passes by And she'll pretend to be busy When inside she just wants to cry She'll say...Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the dayWhen you'll ask her her name The begining, in the first weeks of class She did everything to try and fit in But the others they couldnt seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surfaceAnd she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs And the more that they joked And the more that they screamed She retreated to where she is now And she'll sing...Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoesTake a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name And one day just the same as the lastJust the days been in counting the time Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

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    May 27, 2006
    1:01 AM


    I MOVED!!!!

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    May 23, 2006
    10:44 PM

    [TITLE: The Camp that changed my life (friends I met..And the fun things we do)]

    Well, Im writing an entry about my experience there at the TMI camp.. By the way, TMI means Teen Missions International camp by the way.. Its a camp that had affliations through other countries such as Cambodia, Canada, some other parts of Asia and more.. Just visit
    this site for more info..

    Anywayz, my entry for now is about the people I met in the camp..

    The moment I arrived there what I thought about the place was “My gawd. I cant stay at this place for long, this place is primitive!!!.. Life on the farm sucks!”.. Yes, Im such a very maarte kind of person, that’s just me! But then, I was thinking, “Well, no one forced me to go here, I choose this so ill just take my chances for this summer..” and so it was..

    We came upstairs in the rally building to register and to know which groups were assigned at.. At first I was so worried that I will have trouble fitting in with the people in there since its my first time and I saw several people there that are second-timers.. Good thing I belong in a team were I had a church mate with me, especially that shes my closest friend at the church.. Her name is Emily, I call her Emz.

    After then, we headed to our meet our group mates.. A lot of them were kids, we were 16 in a team and there were like 8 kids.. But they werent particularly kids since 13 years and above are able to join in the camp.. We also had 4 leaders, their names are Ate Hadz, the adviser, Ate Jane, the baby leader, Kuya Mel, the K.J. & Kuya Nick, the pervert. I like the four of them despite the fact that all of them were actually so different.

    Anyhow, the names of my team mates are.. Aisa, Edna, Nery, Diane, Rochel, Emz, Barb, Kuya Ryan,Kuya Mark, Jonathan, John, Wiljun, Patti, Kuya Florence, Alex, & me. That makes it 16. All of us came from different places, such as, Dumagete, Cebu, Butuan, Davao, Cagayan de Oro and etc..

    After knowing one another, our leader then told us to make tents for us to sleep on.. I enjoyed making them especially cause its my 1st time in doing it.. We use shovel to dig up and in doing it many of my teammates laugh at me cause I dont even know how to hold the shovel. Lol.

    After making tents we then headed back to the rally building to have our very first rally for the night, it actually happens every night.. First we have our announcement for the “Piggy Team”, which is awarded to the team which has the most dirty tent site or eating site.. Our team was awarded twice.. lol. After awarding the piggy team, the announcement of the OC or Obstacle courses followed, hosted by Kuya Randy.. He announced which team got DQ or Disqualified and which team will go 1st on the next days OC.. After those announcements we then had our Cheering, which is my favorite, since I participated a lot on this part.. I gave some chants from our schools cheer dances.. Though the cheering part wasn’t a contest, all the teams really gave their best in doing it and all of them are quite good actually. After all those fun things the Praise & Worship then followed.. I had fun Jumping and Singing those times.. After that, a certain pastor is assigned to be a speaker of the night and we all listen..

    Our lights off in there is 9:30pm.. When we still have time all we have to do is to star-gazing..

    I havent have much time left, Ill just edit this enrty soon.. I love you guyz!! Take care and God Bless..


    Sweet Kisses, Crizzy

    random thoughts 6:11 PM

    [TITLE: Random Thoughts]
    Hayy!! I just finished fixing my friendster
    profile and here it is..

    Well, its pretty much fine to have a new profile thats simple.. Unlike before.. Grabe ang style nung gamit ko before eh.. lol

    Anyways, I just came home last Sunday evening galing sa Butuan City, fiesta kasi dun kaya yun, nag visit na rin kami sa cousins and relatives ko dun..

    Huhu.. Im so sad right now coz i only have 20pesos load in my PC kaya, while typing this I just turned off the internet connection.. Yan talaga and problema ng mga dial-up ang gamit.. lol.

    Oo nga pala, last saturday sa Butuan nag strolling kami sa city with one of my TMI friends, si Collen.. la lng, we just took picture, chikka2x, tapus nag snack kami sa Mcdo.. With my cousin pala na si Jillian.. Nag enjoy rin naman, though were only 3.. Marami sana kimi kaso lang pumunta daw sa beach ung iba, at ung iba naman, si Barb at Felsar hindi pinayagan ng parents nila kaya un kami lang dalawa..

    Pagka Sunday morning dun kami sa Free Methodist Butuan nag simba, dun sa church nila Barb, ung bestie ko sa camp.. Ok lang din ung church nila, then on the afternoon nag traavel na kami pabalik sa CDO.. Nakita ko ung sunset while travelling, grabe and ganda talaga.. God is really great to create all this for us..

    Thats my entry for now.. Anyways may ginawa pala ako na bg na gnagamit ko na rin ngaun sa PC ko.. here:

    Ang mga words jan puro mga lyrics ng Hale.. Ang ganda kasi ng lyrics nila noh? Its really poetic.. Well, thats all for now.. Ciao!


    Sweet Kisses, CriZzy


    May 20, 2006
    toll gate 10:54 PM

    Maybe Im stranded Im stuck in this place alone..
    This day maybe through Im here without you and I dont have a clue...

    May 17, 2006
    The Camp that changed my life... 9:03 PM

    [TITLE: The camp that changed my life! (Obstacle Courses)]
    Hey guyz!
    IM BACK!

    This camp that had passed was one of the most tiring, mind-baffling, and thought-provoking camp ive ever been to. the 40 days are over and Im back on the online world now. Thanks to those who always manage to visit my blog.

    Ok Im here to share my experience.. Well I couldnt possibly jot down all of my memories in here for just now coz Ive had so many of them.. Lets just take my feelings on the first ten days of our camp..

    The first ten days which we call the Bootcamp was a very tiring experience Ive ever been. Everyday we take a run and have OC or Obstacle Courses.. The OC includes 1st arranging the books of the bible, next is crawling our way through a bunch of wheels.. And followed by going up a mountain, we called the mountain the Mt. Sinai, after going up we then jump on another set of wheels.. Then run our way through the Red sea, where we need to run slowly in case we might fall down, and if you will there will be like a thousand of leeches waiting for you in the water.

    After that, we then climb in the Jacobs Ladder carefully that we might fall. Then we ran through the wilderness which is so scray if you are alone, and the road there was going up and down, after finishing about 1 km. in there we then shouted "Praise God!" After that we then jump in a rope calld the Slow.. That was the part that I hated the most coz I always fall and get wet.. When we jump we looked like Jane, (wheres my Tarzan?.. lol) anyways, after that we then ran our way through the Peters net.. We have to climb up and down.. Oh and on this level we almost lost all our energy since weve gone past a lot already.. Oh well, after that we then entered a wheel called the Needles Eye where you have to pass on but you should not touch the wheel.. Imagine that?.. So what we do is to jump..

    And at last for the finale.. which is my favorite, The Pride Wall.. a 15ft wall where we have to climb on.. Good thing our team had a teamwor, helping us get through.. It was scary but good thing I dont have a phobia on heights..

    We have to do all this for just 18mins. and were lucky sometimes coz we finished it all for just 10-15mins.. A lot of times we failed due to slowness and got disqualified but nothing will ever replace the feeling of accomplishment when we finished it succesfully.. Though its just 3-4 times.. After that we then prayed and thank God for the strength and energy he gave us through it all..

    her secret world
    i don't know if anyone would ever stumble in this site. well, its me crizzy and im the only one who knew this blog. scratch that. 'coz this time i think i had enough courage to share to others my thoughts & ramblings. if you happen to bump in this site. well, whatever!

    all about moi
    To Dream is my number one Hobby. Dreams help me stay strong. Loving is my key to having a better life. Love is sometimes Complicated, but I still manage to make it through. Learning to trust people is my number one goal right now. Learning to pick and decide well is what im working on. My life is currently on the ride. Im loving everything. I want to be happy, thats all. :)

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