Theres a girl who sits under the bleachers Just another day eating alone And though she smiles There is something just hiding And she cant find a way to relate She just goes unnoticed As the crowd passes by And she'll pretend to be busy When inside she just wants to cry She'll say...Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the dayWhen you'll ask her her name The begining, in the first weeks of class She did everything to try and fit in But the others they couldnt seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surfaceAnd she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs And the more that they joked And the more that they screamed She retreated to where she is now And she'll sing...Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoesTake a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name And one day just the same as the lastJust the days been in counting the time Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

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[TITLE: The Camp that changed my life (friends I met..And the fun things we do)]

Well, Im writing an entry about my experience there at the TMI camp.. By the way, TMI means Teen Missions International camp by the way.. Its a camp that had affliations through other countries such as Cambodia, Canada, some other parts of Asia and more.. Just visit this site for more info..

Anywayz, my entry for now is about the people I met in the camp..

The moment I arrived there what I thought about the place was “My gawd. I cant stay at this place for long, this place is primitive!!!.. Life on the farm sucks!”.. Yes, Im such a very maarte kind of person, that’s just me! But then, I was thinking, “Well, no one forced me to go here, I choose this so ill just take my chances for this summer..” and so it was..

We came upstairs in the rally building to register and to know which groups were assigned at.. At first I was so worried that I will have trouble fitting in with the people in there since its my first time and I saw several people there that are second-timers.. Good thing I belong in a team were I had a church mate with me, especially that shes my closest friend at the church.. Her name is Emily, I call her Emz.

After then, we headed to our meet our group mates.. A lot of them were kids, we were 16 in a team and there were like 8 kids.. But they werent particularly kids since 13 years and above are able to join in the camp.. We also had 4 leaders, their names are Ate Hadz, the adviser, Ate Jane, the baby leader, Kuya Mel, the K.J. & Kuya Nick, the pervert. I like the four of them despite the fact that all of them were actually so different.

Anyhow, the names of my team mates are.. Aisa, Edna, Nery, Diane, Rochel, Emz, Barb, Kuya Ryan,Kuya Mark, Jonathan, John, Wiljun, Patti, Kuya Florence, Alex, & me. That makes it 16. All of us came from different places, such as, Dumagete, Cebu, Butuan, Davao, Cagayan de Oro and etc..

After knowing one another, our leader then told us to make tents for us to sleep on.. I enjoyed making them especially cause its my 1st time in doing it.. We use shovel to dig up and in doing it many of my teammates laugh at me cause I dont even know how to hold the shovel. Lol.

After making tents we then headed back to the rally building to have our very first rally for the night, it actually happens every night.. First we have our announcement for the “Piggy Team”, which is awarded to the team which has the most dirty tent site or eating site.. Our team was awarded twice.. lol. After awarding the piggy team, the announcement of the OC or Obstacle courses followed, hosted by Kuya Randy.. He announced which team got DQ or Disqualified and which team will go 1st on the next days OC.. After those announcements we then had our Cheering, which is my favorite, since I participated a lot on this part.. I gave some chants from our schools cheer dances.. Though the cheering part wasn’t a contest, all the teams really gave their best in doing it and all of them are quite good actually. After all those fun things the Praise & Worship then followed.. I had fun Jumping and Singing those times.. After that, a certain pastor is assigned to be a speaker of the night and we all listen..

Our lights off in there is 9:30pm.. When we still have time all we have to do is to star-gazing..

I havent have much time left, Ill just edit this enrty soon.. I love you guyz!! Take care and God Bless..

Sweet Kisses, Crizzy

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To Dream is my number one Hobby. Dreams help me stay strong. Loving is my key to having a better life. Love is sometimes Complicated, but I still manage to make it through. Learning to trust people is my number one goal right now. Learning to pick and decide well is what im working on. My life is currently on the ride. Im loving everything. I want to be happy, thats all. :)