Theres a girl who sits under the bleachers Just another day eating alone And though she smiles There is something just hiding And she cant find a way to relate She just goes unnoticed As the crowd passes by And she'll pretend to be busy When inside she just wants to cry She'll say...Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the dayWhen you'll ask her her name The begining, in the first weeks of class She did everything to try and fit in But the others they couldnt seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surfaceAnd she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs And the more that they joked And the more that they screamed She retreated to where she is now And she'll sing...Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoesTake a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name And one day just the same as the lastJust the days been in counting the time Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

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[TITLE: The camp that changed my life! (Obstacle Courses)]
Hey guyz! IM BACK!

This camp that had passed was one of the most tiring, mind-baffling, and thought-provoking camp ive ever been to. the 40 days are over and Im back on the online world now. Thanks to those who always manage to visit my blog.

Ok Im here to share my experience.. Well I couldnt possibly jot down all of my memories in here for just now coz Ive had so many of them.. Lets just take my feelings on the first ten days of our camp..

The first ten days which we call the Bootcamp was a very tiring experience Ive ever been. Everyday we take a run and have OC or Obstacle Courses.. The OC includes 1st arranging the books of the bible, next is crawling our way through a bunch of wheels.. And followed by going up a mountain, we called the mountain the Mt. Sinai, after going up we then jump on another set of wheels.. Then run our way through the Red sea, where we need to run slowly in case we might fall down, and if you will there will be like a thousand of leeches waiting for you in the water.

After that, we then climb in the Jacobs Ladder carefully that we might fall. Then we ran through the wilderness which is so scray if you are alone, and the road there was going up and down, after finishing about 1 km. in there we then shouted "Praise God!" After that we then jump in a rope calld the Slow.. That was the part that I hated the most coz I always fall and get wet.. When we jump we looked like Jane, (wheres my Tarzan?.. lol) anyways, after that we then ran our way through the Peters net.. We have to climb up and down.. Oh and on this level we almost lost all our energy since weve gone past a lot already.. Oh well, after that we then entered a wheel called the Needles Eye where you have to pass on but you should not touch the wheel.. Imagine that?.. So what we do is to jump..

And at last for the finale.. which is my favorite, The Pride Wall.. a 15ft wall where we have to climb on.. Good thing our team had a teamwor, helping us get through.. It was scary but good thing I dont have a phobia on heights..

We have to do all this for just 18mins. and were lucky sometimes coz we finished it all for just 10-15mins.. A lot of times we failed due to slowness and got disqualified but nothing will ever replace the feeling of accomplishment when we finished it succesfully.. Though its just 3-4 times.. After that we then prayed and thank God for the strength and energy he gave us through it all..

i don't know if anyone would ever stumble in this site. well, its me crizzy and im the only one who knew this blog. scratch that. 'coz this time i think i had enough courage to share to others my thoughts & ramblings. if you happen to bump in this site. well, whatever!

To Dream is my number one Hobby. Dreams help me stay strong. Loving is my key to having a better life. Love is sometimes Complicated, but I still manage to make it through. Learning to trust people is my number one goal right now. Learning to pick and decide well is what im working on. My life is currently on the ride. Im loving everything. I want to be happy, thats all. :)