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January 27, 2006
OMG!!!
6:42 PM oh my gosh!!!.... im in an internet cafe at the moment and i cant find my cbox.... its lost... Im so beyond lost.... I cant belive this... can somebody *kill me*??? jokez... no, its just that i lost my cbox, and tell me how would you feel if you lost your cbox? huh? how would you feel? it feels terrible... how could this happen to me, i made my mistakes, got nowhere to run, the night goes on and im fading away, im sick of this life, i just wanna scream... How could this happen to me?... harhar.. kumakanta lang poh... anyways, how i wish babalik din un... nweiz, may leadership training kami so i will be gone for 4 days, without a pc... gosh, can you imagine that? its ok though, maganda naman ang seseminaran namin eh... malapit pa sa beach... where i can watch the sunset... haay... para akong abnormal noh? im talking about one thing then tapos another topic na naman... hehe... la lang... i feel so tangled kasi eh... im not in the mood to be serious too... ah basta! ill post again pag balik ko galing sa leardership training seminar namin... and wish me luck ha!!! <<< January 23, 2006
inspiration
9:51 PM Hi... ALL IN THE SAME DAY... wow... i just posted a while ago that my blog sucks... well, not now.... I love my blog, some people love it too.... I updated it and you can see now what it has become... *harharhar* Well....Beauty is in the eye of the beholder of course...Some people may love it, some people may not.... Oh well... I just got my report Card... and *damn* all my grades increses... well except for one...Trigo... Its ok at least I got a high grade on Chemistry and Geometry and my favorite subject... Computer... *haha* I got a shining 91 grade on both PE and Values... I cant belive it... *haha* I got 88 on Computer and my lowest??? 79 from Trigo... My one and only line of 7 grade...Well its ok... Unlike before that I almost gave up coz I got one failing grade, but I didint, instead I work harder and look at what ive become now...*harhar* But seriously a have a little piece of advice to all bloggers out there who are in the point of giving up what they really like...Give it a shot and be much stronger... But the most important thing is to ask thru prayers what you always want.... God is always there waiting...All you have to do is to call into him and tell him what you want... Thats it! Continue reading my online journal for more days of a punk teenage sweetheart .... Ill be here!!!
At last!!!
7:33 PM Hi.... Me again!!! I dont know if anyone reads my blog but im trying to make it beautiful.. I dont care,honestly! I made a blog for a simple cause, an online journal! Well thats whats its there for right???? Anyways, I updated my blog! Im superproud of myself, coz at last, I saw a site which offers free templates for blogger.... hirap kasi makita un sa net eh... Well, my layout was made by this site... http://www.thomoeda.cjb.net/ !!! I have a few problem though... I have no idea what language they are using in that site... and I dont know how to edit some of it... And as you notice, some of the words cannot be posted, im sure there is.... Check it out... But anyways, im going to stick to this layout for a moment at least hindi na xa ordinary.... calling all those who find my blog, at magaling sa things na to, can somebody please..... HELP!!!
waiting! irritating! useless!
7:18 PM i didnt blog for a almost a week. I wasnt internet-less, i just dont feel like doing so. And finally im back to my ranting! here it goes.. Waiting seems to be so irritating for me. I ve waited a lot of times for some things to arrive, but it had never approached my way, my expectations. I had to linger for a longer time. But sweats do not compensate at any amount, at all. Then it came to the point when I wanted to stop; wanted to raise both of my hands and say look, Im done. will continue this tomorrow........ and i flunked once again my chemistry exam… i could not care any less…. im so used to it! why am i so prone to random blogging?????!!! argh! I cant make up an entry with a one decent topic. January 14, 2006
testing
5:58 PM hayyyyyyyyy… im still fixing my site… WP comment plugger and SMILIES na lang ang kulang… i have to start all over again.. and our connection is slower than ever.. *kill me* on the lighter side..New layout..pink as always.. my layout and that looks almost the same..haha!too bad all of my made Friendster templates got deleted.. rawr!!! SPONGECOLA’s third vid, UNA is now out. It features theband performing in an absurb-slash-surreal setting. I love the song and the vid.. pls vote for it on MYX.. so as CUESHE’s ULAN and PUPIL’s NASAAN KA (im a huge ELY BUENDIA FAN!!!! ely is eraserheads’ vocalist FYI. )
TRUE FRIENDS
4:04 PM  Hi its me again... Im watching Sisterhood of traveling pants... I really love the movie, i feel like theres a connection between me and that movie coz i can realte too much in it... Especially the role of Tibby... You see, i have a barkada and we call our group KOALAS.... It doesnt have a meaning actually but we just thought that would be right for our group coz koalas are cute and we are... haha... Anyway, while I was watching the movie I just thought of how lucky I am to be able to belong in my group... You see, some teenager out there are so much desperate to find a group where they can fit into, Im in no exception, before I found my besties... I kept on praying and asking for friends that will be true and will last... And i found Koalas came... thats why i felt so lucky i have them coz even though Ive benn through a lot of pain and even though how awful this life can bring to me, I know that there will be much more better than life... I will say one thing though, to all of you who havent found their true friends yet.... keep on praying coz in time youll find them... Friends are everywhere anyway!!! January 13, 2006
CUESHEan.....
6:09 PM   JAY JUSTINANIHi its me again... you know what, before i used to like Hale so i called mysef a Haler...but now, i realized there is something much better than Hale... and that would be Cueshe... Its funny because cueshe really is the band i was destined to like..the first time i saw cueshe on the tv i was amazed... but the first time i saw hale... i was like "how did that video came there, it doesnt even came close to number 1?!..." but the moment i found out that their vocalist, Champ, was the cuz of my friend... i got addicted to the band....knowin i will meet champ soon... but then later ive learned my lesson, now.......... I liked Cueshe much better... I think thats just the REAL ME............... The new CUESHEAN........ moi!
time is inexorible
6:08 PM Ei there. How was your New Year folks? Well, Mine was a blast, Really breathtaking. The fireworks were amazing! And finally after 48 long yrs I was able to avail Globe’s unlimited promo! Text messages from my friends and classmates greeting me a happy new yr were overflowing. One message struck me. It was only then that I realized that I only have less than three months to relish my life in junior high school and Im about to be a senior . Only three months are left to savor the atmosphere that has been such a wonderful part of my life. Only three months and ill be facing the inevitable. This is something all and sundry can relate to. I know, at one point in your life you wanted for the world to turn the other way around and just be right in the exact same place and time when you have not been made known of the feeling of resentment for the succession of time in the present. Three months are left in the shot clock. I have to face the truth that I cannot stop time from revolving. Though sadness fills my being this moment, I have to learn how to value the remaining time I have And that means being able to value time and face the reality that we dont have a lifetime to do the things we want to do. And sometimes, though it hurts, we really have to say goodbye to the people weve learned to love. Aww shocks… sigh… One of the most exciting things about life is tomorrow. By that I mean that the fact we have no real idea what tomorrow will bring is what makes life interesting. Indeed it is that which drives us on. We can plan and schedule but in truth no one has a clue what tomorrow has in store for us. I find the whole concept of time fascinating and in many ways scary. Time is the one commodity man has yet to control or get anywhere near controlling. Hope you get my point.
There are instances in life that we need to battle...
6:06 PM There are instances in life that we have to battle against time and incidences. These are also the times when we get to discover new things that only experience can teach us. Im neither happy nor sad. My life has been boring lately. I have not done anything so far but look cute, eat, sleep and surf the net. Yep. definitely the bum me. I told myself to let this 14 days vacation productive yet nothing seems to be done. The rational side of me is diminishing little by little.. hay! I dont feel like updating you via my blog because i will be posting too many random thoughts which i already did.Haha the term has finally come to a close. the weather’s getting colder, friends getting closer, the stars have never been brighter, and everythings practically perfect the way it is or so i thought.
pinkness.....
6:06 PM I had about enough. I was net surfing and doing something really important and then… I got disconnected! ArGhHh!!!The things you have to go when you are using dial up connection! amf..For this christmas i want to receive LOTS OF INTERNET CARD! Pls send the username and password here http://www.friendster.com/profiles/teenattitude .Preferably Philcom! I will strongly appreciate it! I used the curlers moments ago. Gawd. I simply love my hair when it is curled.While curling i was watching tv and i saw URBANDUB in MYXMO and in MTV. They ROCKED, bigtime! Hands down to them! They even have a girl member.. How cool is that??? Even other bands like CUESHE thinks so.
soulmates?!...
6:00 PM Do you believe in soulmates?? well i do.. haha! and i think i met him.. in the person of MIKE! we met through a HALE gig.. Believe it or not he is a big FAN of Cueshe!! Im pretty much bothered by his sexuality bec how often do you find a guy who idolizes Cueshe as much as i do???! At first i taught He was GAY! Add the fact that he is very serious in nature and i rarely hear him talk. I made friends with him to know the truth. I asked for his number and we became textmates.. ANd HEAVENS No, he was not gay.. Hes straight.. 100% guy!!! I later realized that we share almost the same interests. We are both musically inclined. He plays the guitar while i play the piano. He is like the MALE version of me. He also possesses what i like in guy physically (tall, white, butterfly hair.. think Harvey!). I now hold my cellphone more than usual…just waiting for his TEXTS! Im not inlove or something (its too early to tell.. WAY TOO EARLY!) Im just happy i met him.. Ooopss.. LOst is on.. Got to go.. |
her secret world
i don't know if anyone would ever stumble in this site. well, its me crizzy and im the only one who knew this blog. scratch that. 'coz this time i think i had enough courage to share to others my thoughts & ramblings. if you happen to bump in this site. well, whatever! all about moi
To Dream is my number one Hobby. Dreams help me stay strong. Loving is my key to having a better life. Love is sometimes Complicated, but I still manage to make it through. Learning to trust people is my number one goal right now. Learning to pick and decide well is what im working on. My life is currently on the ride. Im loving everything. I want to be happy, thats all. :)plugboard
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