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May 27, 2006
1:01 AM I MOVED!!!! CLICK HERE May 23, 2006
10:44 PM [TITLE: The Camp that changed my life (friends I met..And the fun things we do)] Well, Im writing an entry about my experience there at the TMI camp.. By the way, TMI means Teen Missions International camp by the way.. Its a camp that had affliations through other countries such as Cambodia, Canada, some other parts of Asia and more.. Just visit this site for more info.. Anywayz, my entry for now is about the people I met in the camp.. The moment I arrived there what I thought about the place was “My gawd. I cant stay at this place for long, this place is primitive!!!.. Life on the farm sucks!”.. Yes, Im such a very maarte kind of person, that’s just me! But then, I was thinking, “Well, no one forced me to go here, I choose this so ill just take my chances for this summer..” and so it was.. We came upstairs in the rally building to register and to know which groups were assigned at.. At first I was so worried that I will have trouble fitting in with the people in there since its my first time and I saw several people there that are second-timers.. Good thing I belong in a team were I had a church mate with me, especially that shes my closest friend at the church.. Her name is Emily, I call her Emz. After then, we headed to our meet our group mates.. A lot of them were kids, we were 16 in a team and there were like 8 kids.. But they werent particularly kids since 13 years and above are able to join in the camp.. We also had 4 leaders, their names are Ate Hadz, the adviser, Ate Jane, the baby leader, Kuya Mel, the K.J. & Kuya Nick, the pervert. I like the four of them despite the fact that all of them were actually so different. Anyhow, the names of my team mates are.. Aisa, Edna, Nery, Diane, Rochel, Emz, Barb, Kuya Ryan,Kuya Mark, Jonathan, John, Wiljun, Patti, Kuya Florence, Alex, & me. That makes it 16. All of us came from different places, such as, Dumagete, Cebu, Butuan, Davao, Cagayan de Oro and etc.. After knowing one another, our leader then told us to make tents for us to sleep on.. I enjoyed making them especially cause its my 1st time in doing it.. We use shovel to dig up and in doing it many of my teammates laugh at me cause I dont even know how to hold the shovel. Lol. After making tents we then headed back to the rally building to have our very first rally for the night, it actually happens every night.. First we have our announcement for the “Piggy Team”, which is awarded to the team which has the most dirty tent site or eating site.. Our team was awarded twice.. lol. After awarding the piggy team, the announcement of the OC or Obstacle courses followed, hosted by Kuya Randy.. He announced which team got DQ or Disqualified and which team will go 1st on the next days OC.. After those announcements we then had our Cheering, which is my favorite, since I participated a lot on this part.. I gave some chants from our schools cheer dances.. Though the cheering part wasn’t a contest, all the teams really gave their best in doing it and all of them are quite good actually. After all those fun things the Praise & Worship then followed.. I had fun Jumping and Singing those times.. After that, a certain pastor is assigned to be a speaker of the night and we all listen.. Our lights off in there is 9:30pm.. When we still have time all we have to do is to star-gazing.. I havent have much time left, Ill just edit this enrty soon.. I love you guyz!! Take care and God Bless..
random thoughts
6:11 PM [TITLE: Random Thoughts] Hayy!! I just finished fixing my friendster profile and here it is..  Well, its pretty much fine to have a new profile thats simple.. Unlike before.. Grabe ang style nung gamit ko before eh.. lol Anyways, I just came home last Sunday evening galing sa Butuan City, fiesta kasi dun kaya yun, nag visit na rin kami sa cousins and relatives ko dun.. Huhu.. Im so sad right now coz i only have 20pesos load in my PC kaya, while typing this I just turned off the internet connection.. Yan talaga and problema ng mga dial-up ang gamit.. lol. Oo nga pala, last saturday sa Butuan nag strolling kami sa city with one of my TMI friends, si Collen.. la lng, we just took picture, chikka2x, tapus nag snack kami sa Mcdo.. With my cousin pala na si Jillian.. Nag enjoy rin naman, though were only 3.. Marami sana kimi kaso lang pumunta daw sa beach ung iba, at ung iba naman, si Barb at Felsar hindi pinayagan ng parents nila kaya un kami lang dalawa.. Pagka Sunday morning dun kami sa Free Methodist Butuan nag simba, dun sa church nila Barb, ung bestie ko sa camp.. Ok lang din ung church nila, then on the afternoon nag traavel na kami pabalik sa CDO.. Nakita ko ung sunset while travelling, grabe and ganda talaga.. God is really great to create all this for us.. Thats my entry for now.. Anyways may ginawa pala ako na bg na gnagamit ko na rin ngaun sa PC ko.. here:  Ang mga words jan puro mga lyrics ng Hale.. Ang ganda kasi ng lyrics nila noh? Its really poetic.. Well, thats all for now.. Ciao! May 20, 2006
toll gate
10:54 PM Maybe Im stranded Im stuck in this place alone.. This day maybe through Im here without you and I dont have a clue... May 17, 2006
The Camp that changed my life...
9:03 PM [TITLE: The camp that changed my life! (Obstacle Courses)] Hey guyz! IM BACK! This camp that had passed was one of the most tiring, mind-baffling, and thought-provoking camp ive ever been to. the 40 days are over and Im back on the online world now. Thanks to those who always manage to visit my blog. Ok Im here to share my experience.. Well I couldnt possibly jot down all of my memories in here for just now coz Ive had so many of them.. Lets just take my feelings on the first ten days of our camp.. The first ten days which we call the Bootcamp was a very tiring experience Ive ever been. Everyday we take a run and have OC or Obstacle Courses.. The OC includes 1st arranging the books of the bible, next is crawling our way through a bunch of wheels.. And followed by going up a mountain, we called the mountain the Mt. Sinai, after going up we then jump on another set of wheels.. Then run our way through the Red sea, where we need to run slowly in case we might fall down, and if you will there will be like a thousand of leeches waiting for you in the water. After that, we then climb in the Jacobs Ladder carefully that we might fall. Then we ran through the wilderness which is so scray if you are alone, and the road there was going up and down, after finishing about 1 km. in there we then shouted "Praise God!" After that we then jump in a rope calld the Slow.. That was the part that I hated the most coz I always fall and get wet.. When we jump we looked like Jane, (wheres my Tarzan?.. lol) anyways, after that we then ran our way through the Peters net.. We have to climb up and down.. Oh and on this level we almost lost all our energy since weve gone past a lot already.. Oh well, after that we then entered a wheel called the Needles Eye where you have to pass on but you should not touch the wheel.. Imagine that?.. So what we do is to jump.. And at last for the finale.. which is my favorite, The Pride Wall.. a 15ft wall where we have to climb on.. Good thing our team had a teamwor, helping us get through.. It was scary but good thing I dont have a phobia on heights.. We have to do all this for just 18mins. and were lucky sometimes coz we finished it all for just 10-15mins.. A lot of times we failed due to slowness and got disqualified but nothing will ever replace the feeling of accomplishment when we finished it succesfully.. Though its just 3-4 times.. After that we then prayed and thank God for the strength and energy he gave us through it all.. April 10, 2006
Goodbye Fellow Bloggers!
8:24 PM  [TITLE: On blog leave!] Hey guyz! Im leaving for a camp held at Butuan City, but the soiree is at a campsite. They wont possibly allow us. I would have to spend 40 straight days in there, 40 virtuous days! You see, Im not imposed to do this, I decide to do this on my own. Most likely, to know the intent of my life and my missions in life.Im fully zealous to build a strong faith in God. I tell you, this camp wouldnt be boring at all. There will be lots of fun diversions involve like sports, acting, singing, dancing, conceive new friends from all aver the world and most of all, learning the value of sacrifice. I sacrificed my self centered plans like, having time to build my own website in word press, tripping to Manila to visit my aunt, visit Cebu and Davao. These things can wait. But TMI camp wouldn’t be there for long at all. Im taking my chances. Hey, know what, you too could know your purposes in life, well, Im not saying that you can go with me at the camp. Instead, try reading the book Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. Its a very effective book. Itll give you 40 days to read the book, same days as the camp I’m attending. But before you read the book, pray for knowledge and wisdom and even before reading the last chapter yall know what your purposes in life are. Oh! And fellow bloggers, while Im apart, please pray for me! March 23, 2006
Survey: The Perfect Guy (For Girls)
6:03 PM [TITLE: The Perfect guy] 1. his hair color? blonde 2. his eye color? hazel 3. his height? 5 7 4. does he have a six pack? Wut?? 5. is his hair long or short? Butterfly haired so, not too long, not too short 6. does he wear glasses? At times! Not all the time 7. does he have piercings? Maybe one only 8. does he have scars? Noooo!!! 9. would he stay on the phone with you until 2 a.m.? definitely 10. is his butt big or little? I dont look at the butt… lol 11. does he have chest hair? Nuh uh… 12. is he buff or skinny? Middle! 13. straight teeth a must? yup! 14. is he funny or serious? Depends upon the situation 15. does he like to party or stay at home? Party but with me… haha 16. should he cook? yup! 17. should he have a best friend? Ok lang! 18. should he have alot of female friends? uhm, NO!!! 19. is he outgoing or shy? Middle maybe! 20. is he sarcastic or sincere? sincere. 21. should he love his mother? he must! 22. should he watch chick flicks? Depends on the movie! If he likes it then good, if not, its ok! 23. would he be a smoker? nOOO! 24. would he drink? NoOo0. 25. would he swear? As long as hes really sincere in making it happen 26. would he play with your hair? Thats sweet! 27. is his clothes style important? So much! 28. would he pay for somes dates? Probably he should, all the time.. haha 29. does he kiss on the first date? Maybe! 30. would he call you everyday? I would love him to. 31. would he bring you flowers? I love flowerws….yes. 32. would he lay under the stars with you? Sweetness! 33. would he write poetry about you? Double Sweetness. 34. would he call you baby? I want him to call me hubby! 35. would he hang out with you and your friends? IF im in the moOd 36. would you hang out with him and his friends? It depends if I like his friends 37. would he walk you to the door at the end? definitely. 38. holding hands? All the time!! 39. does he play soccer? I would love him to…. 40. does he play baseball? Yes I like watching baseball. 41. does he play basketball? Aw.. of course 42. does he play football? not really.. 43. would he have alot of things in common with you? As long as we click! 44. would he be the type to always tell you his feelings? Not all the time.. 45. would he three-way you with his best guy friend? Grrr.. No! 46. would he three-way you with his last girlfriend? Of course NOT! 47. would he sing for you? No 1 must have is a great voice 48. is he musical? Totally 49. would he introduce you to his parents? Yupz.. I would love to 50. would he leave you messages for you to wake up to? Yes! I want to hear his voice, first thing in the morning 51. is it important to have him in check? yup! 52. is he artistic? I am artistic, so I guess I want him to be artistic too. 53. if he calls five times a day, do you tell you friends he's sprung? Well, he wont know right? lol 54. would he talk alot about his ex-girlfriends? No! move on baby! 55. would he give you any reason to think he was cheating? Maybe, but as long as its REALLY NOT true 56. would he watch the sun rise with you? Id love to 57. would he take you for walks in the park? Yah, but Ill choose the park, not the cheap ones! 58. how old is he? I want a guy, 2 years max older than me, pwede rin 1 year younger but, it really depends 59. is he very smart or average? very smart, but humble. 60.what is the most important thing in a relationship? Loyalty March 22, 2006
Summer Images
6:31 PM [TITLE: Summer Images] When people say summer, they usually mean a lot of things, but it will never take long for the little hamsters in other people's heads to realize that they are only talking of hot sand particles in-between toes, star-dotted skies, Flores de Mayo, halo-halos and fruit shakes. Or more probably, images of bikini-ed girls wearing sun shades or gym-modified macho guys on Speedos are what click on the wheels of their minds. That is because, ultimately, when people say summer, they connote that chestnut "sun, sand and surf". For me though, when I say summer, I mean that time, that special moment, when I finally let go of Ms. Boundaries and fell in love-only to have had my heart broken. For me, when I say summer, I mean mingled laughter and tears, and bittersweet memories of two people against the world. When I say summer, I see a heart-shaped picture frame with shattered glass, I smell Adidas perfume, I read an unfinished story, and I seem to touch a freckled face that reminds me of glittery stars painted in the black canvas called nighttime sky - unreachable, blending with the infinite darkness just as it becomes clear to my eyes. And so, this face is the reason why, when I say summer, I mean most of all, The Him of my life. I got this wonderful story from none other than.. peyups.com--- where bright minds meet! March 21, 2006
Summertime!!!
11:15 PM [TITLE: Summertime!] Hi.. Before anything else.. Happy Summer Vacation Everyone!! Its so good to have no classes because i got to have more time on net.. Anyways.. New Layout!! yey!!!.. i just use a layout from blogskins.com since i really dont know how to make a layout yet.. I picked this one coz its not too bubbly and at the same time, not so melancholic... Just plain cute and simple, but elegant.. Whoa! its been what?? 2 weeks since ive updated? hahaha.. grabeh talaga! ganun ka tagal.. kasi naman napaka busy at school works, just last week that ive finished all my requirements and exam.. and this week is such a wonderful dream.. 5 Random things I love about summer: 1. More time on surfing the net and updating my friends online 2. Spend time with my family and relatives again 3. Visit several places 4. have another lesson to learn, like, piano, martial arts, swimming, badminton.. stuffs like that, unlike at school(math, filipino, english) ive had enough of that... good thing... 5. More time on SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOPPING!!!.. Thats it!.. thats my entry for now.. I have to go with my dad to the hospital, one of my cousin is sick so we have to visit him.. buh-bye!!! March 02, 2006
movie review- close to you
10:35 PM A friend of mine harrassed me into watching Close to You with her. I was forced to go. Yeah, yeah Call me jologs, baduy, name it. hehe Im such a tough critic and I have very high standards when it comes to Filipino Movies. Jologs and Got to believe are perhaps the best Pinoy Love Movies I enjoyed. (Jologs is an art film pala..) Its a feel-good movie that doesnt try hard to be something great. The storylines are simple (bordering on cliche actually) but the chemistry of the leads burn up the silverscreen. John Lloyd is such a natural. Bea fares well considering that shes up against Jonh Lloyd (and the movie blatantly makes fun of her fats). And surprisingly, Sam Milby didnt annoy me. Which says a lot. For a beginner he is ok. This is not one of the best romantic comedies Ive seen but I will recommend it just because its a likable popcorn movie and this movie can give you the idea of possiblity of falling in love with your best friend. February 27, 2006
PROM pix
6:46 PM  PROMone of the pictures ko sa prom.. sa bahay yan ng tita ko..next time nalang ung iba ang tagal kasi mag load eh.. anyways.. Have a nice day EVERYONE.. tah-tah!!!!!! February 20, 2006
worst PROM!!!
6:36 PM omg!!! our prom was last saturday (feb 18, 06) it was not any fun.. i was so bored, sleepy, annoyed, bored, snob, rude, intimidated, bored, paranoid, oh and did i mention bored? yep! it was probably the most boring of all the schools prom. Many people say that missing prom would make you loose one half of your life, i say, LIE! what i think is the whole thing is such a big cliche which you have to spend money on for no reason at all. here goes the day of the so-called memorable night..... our prom started 6 o'clock, so 4 hours before the prom which was around half past two i headed to the salon to do my hair and make up. i spent 2 hours in there hoping to get a beautiful look. so at around 4:30pm i headed to the house of the friend of my mom for a photoshot. we ended around 5:30pm. after then, we go straight to the venue. When i got down from the car i was so so so hoping to get everyones attention and surprisingly i did. Later one friend of mine came and told me that many people especially 4th years are looking beacuse i actuially have a twin of the gown design.. OMG! i was so paranoid. help me god im starting to drift. Then when i saw the girl i noticed that the gown she was using was i actually the gown i copied my design on, but i was all blocked that a kong huanian will be using that certain gown because its only rented. 4th year girls kept on looking at me and i was blanked! i dont know what to do. Anyhoo, after that I headed inside the hall to find my friends and then the ceremony began. The evening was ratherly formal and gigantic, lots of handsome gentlemens and beautiful ladies. I didint mind eyes looking at me I just mind my own business. Then the rest of the night followed, it was soooo BORING! well, i guess thats all. Oh and by the way, the girl i had a same gown on won the Prom Princess title. She dont deserve it, not because i had the same gown on with her but beacuse many thinks so. Especially me!
i can smile?
6:31 PM Real happiness the kind that leaves you feeling ridiculously giddy and radiant. Isnt just about those occasional big-ticket bliss experiences, like falling head over heels in love. It is also about the simpler moments of joy in life, the ones that come around a helluva lot more often. (kindly ponder..) Yes, Im feeling much better now. Im insane once again. lol I passed by a designer shop yesterday and I saw an uber elegant wedding dress. Gosh.. It got me thinking. I wanna get married. Haha (yes, I am insane..lol) Love is truly in the air. I dont need a significant other to enjoy valentines day. I deserve more, right? Its not like there are no other guys, so why should i settle? I opt for a sensationally single status.Haha! (take that *YOU!!!) Thanks for the lovely gifts. Happy Valentines day everyone! I have the strongest, strongest, strongest urge to blog, but i also have absolutely nothing to blog about anymore. February 13, 2006
alone!
6:20 PM Just when i though everything will turn out great this time. I was wrong. Hell wrong. I am destined to be alone and miserable. To stare idly at nothingness; to fantasize about the impossible;to wish for things that can never be acheived; to hope for a love that can never be given To sit like a statue in the midst of darkness; to cry and yet not shed a single tear. To be devoid of emotion; or at least be adept at hiding pain and frustration; to always seem to move on and yet in truth dwell in the past; to forgive but never forget. To be ruled by fear, rejection and yet foolishly try and try again to establish a connection; to fail at it; to try again and again; and to disappoint myself each time. To want to loved and be loved in return, and find only emptiness and loneliness. To have people think Im crazy; and yet know that they just dont understand; to suffer the indignation of having to notice every bit of ignorance, stupidity, and narrow-mindedness the world possesses and hate it; all the while grappling with the reality that Im not so perfect myself. To be fated to be loved only misery, melancholy, melodrama, and self pity; to love a person who does not exist; to put all my hopes, dreams, ambitions and aspirations on a person whos probably going to let me down someday. To bare out my soul this way because there isnt any other means by which I can express myself; to fill dozens of notebooks with unspoken thoughts; and to read them again and again from time to time just to remind myself how pathetic I am. To be a dreamer realist at the same time; to ask myself questions I know the answers to; to speak to myself for lack of another person to talk to. To devour romantic movies and relish each kiss, each dance, each song, each and every single piece of dialogue as if it were my own; and to know the whole time that such things will never happen in my life. To believe in forever and everlasting love., and yet be given the complete opposite every time I do fall in love. To tell anyone who bothers to listen that i see myself someday married to him; and then lise him; to say it again about another person; and lose him the same way. To fall at almost everything I try to do; to be ridiculed at every decision I make; to have people I know make stupid jokes and hurtful comments behind my back. To always be second best or less; to watch my dreams fade away into nothing; to always have to suck it all up and say SH** happens. To realize that all of this is my fault ; that I make myself miserable; that I choose to wallow in self pity and melodrama; and know that I can do absolutely nothing about it, since it seems that its the only thing I can do well. Yes, I am truly destined to be ALONE and MISERABLE. February 11, 2006
parents dont understand!
4:12 PM Hey y'all bloggers.. its ME again.. Have you ever tried of feeling a deep thought about how you can be able to turn back the day you were born and come out from a different kind of family? if we ever could chose who our parents would be? can you tell me why in the world did they chose mine for me??? Ive had enough of this, Im getting tired of my parents ragging on me all the time... I felt more worse than a prisoner, a stepford daughter out of a mail order magazine, I cant even buy the things which i considered cool coz they wont but it for me, instead they buy things i dont like, I have to save P1000 so that theyll but me an mp3 player, i hate that! I know thats is I think to teach me resposibilities but I guess there are more other ways to teach me responsibilities other than that, another thing, they wont even let me dress up in cool clothes and fashion coz Im not old enough, Hello?! Im 15, when will I be old enough to dress up in cool clothes?! when Im 30??? Parents just dont understand!!! February 10, 2006
election day
2:32 PM hai!!! nandito po ako sa computer lab namin at bago lang din ako nakatapos sa pag vote... Two choices for president Al, the serious and determined and another is Alex, the lively and funny... Ang vote ko? Of course yung Serious, paano uunlad and Kong Hua kung puro saya lang? Dapat may time for everything diba?... Mgaling din naman si Al sa ex-curricular activities eh, marami xang brillant ideas, and hes also good in academics, kaya bet ko talaga xa ang mananalo... On the other hand, si Alex naman, I think magaling lang xa sa mga bagay na nakakapagpasaya... Oo nga! gusto ng lahat ng kabataan ngaun na sumaya, but i think may time sa ganun at may time din sa pagseseryoso... Hay! sa gaun ay magpapatuloy muna ako sa ireresearch ko, kaya ako nakapagopen sa computer lab ng internet ay dahil sa pagresearch ng Spyware.... saan ko kaya makikita un??? Ay, sa Google... bakit ba ngaun ko palang un naicip? Napaka tagalog ng post ko ngaun noh??? Feel ko lang!!! February 05, 2006
wickedly sweet
9:45 PM LSS: narda by kamikazee I slept around 5:30am. Nope, I wasnt surfing the net. I was burning the phone lines! I talked to Michael from 12am to 5am. We practically talked about all the inane and mundane things in the world yet it was so much fun. I was feeling a bit disconsolated last night talking to Him made me forget all my qualms. Later that evening, We had a sort of reunion with my clanmates. I was with my cousins all through the night. I realized that I was a bit ALOOF. I was unfriendly, snobbish and snooty. While they were singing and having fun I was texting. Its not that I dont like their company its the way I want it. More than half of my classmates has their significant other. Whenever they talk about their love life Im always muted and unresponsive. On plenty occasions people kept asking me why am i still unattached. And I too, do not know why. Gawd. Why am I seem to be longing for something or someone? Is it because Vday is near? I wish I could just be as happy as I have always been, though, i know its hard to reflex and stretch muscles when its torned. Its hard to look around when you cant move your neck; its hard to smile when your muscles tend to frown. Thats quite painful, i believe. but well see, maybe tomorrow ill be fine. maybe.
sinong di mababaliw sa ulan?
9:35 PM currently listening to narda by kamikazee I woke up on a day when the warmth of the sunlight touched me gently. I had the most extravagant dream of a blissful and exhilarating life. I found myself at the middle of an extra-cozy bed and half a dozen pillows around me. Everything seemed to be so perfect. But as the clock ticks, unexpected events came down. I thought it had found my way again. But it did not. It was, as a matter of fact, heading towards the opposite track. It started to rain. On the other hand, i dont want a boyfriend. Hmmm.. Maybe i should get a puppy…. [edit] Failure challenges a brave man and let him grow to be competent. Failure is, indeed, a good starting point of someone who had tripped over desertion. its not a measurement of brains,, its about GOD leading you to where u should be!! Thanks Kuya, you always know what to say… I feel much better now.[edit] February 04, 2006
ULTRAELECTROMAGNETICJAM
8:45 PM We had our recollection and Yes it is one of the most unforgettable moment in your junior yr. Tears were overflowing within the last part of the sessions. Even my guy classmates cant help it. As for me,, as usual cry to death. Even if I cannot relate with it as long as its SAD I cry. We had a lot of crying sessions and many realizations. I wont tell you what they were il just SHOW it instead! I bought the ERASERHEADS compilation cd sang by various artists. Here is my review: (this is totally an opinionated review so pls dont go swearing against my name, if u do not agree with me) SOUNDS GREAT Spoliarium - Imago, LOVE IT! JUST FINE NOT THAT GREAT **if PAROKYA NI EDGAR were to sing TINDAHAN NI ALING NENA.. what do u think?? hmmm.. wow.. !!! ayos! There should be another volume cd coz other great songs like MINSAN, FRUITCAKE, KALIWETE, MASELANG BAHAGHARI, HARANA, JULIE TEARJERKY…and my fave TOYANG werent included. Ultraelectromagneticjam is not so much a tribute as it is a reminder of just how good the Eraserheads were; none of the tracks here come close to supplanting the originals, just as none of the current crop of bands come close to the level set by the Eheads all those years ago. Even if the Eraserheads has been long gone, I still consider them the best Filipino alternative band ever. I still consider WITH A SMILE as best written OPM song. Ely’s geeky vocalwork is the most heavenly thing I ever heard (well second to JAY..) from a Pinoy artist, I love you ELY BUENDIA! February 02, 2006
js prom
6:54 PM Hi peepz! Im in an internet cafe again... :( nah! its just that i dont have enough time to open the pc at home coz im too busy, hirit nga lang ito now... Anyways! New Layout... yey! its so pambata but honestly, i like it... I crave for pink so much kasi... Oi, I have something to tell you... I have my Prom gown already!!! its so cute... Ill be posting a picture of it soon.. And dont ask nah the color coz im pretty sure you knew it nah... lol Our prom is feb 18 at Xavier Estates... Its so nice there... And Im so excited...To all Juniors and Seniors get ready for a night full of enchanting chuva! lol.... Ciao! January 27, 2006
OMG!!!
6:42 PM oh my gosh!!!.... im in an internet cafe at the moment and i cant find my cbox.... its lost... Im so beyond lost.... I cant belive this... can somebody *kill me*??? jokez... no, its just that i lost my cbox, and tell me how would you feel if you lost your cbox? huh? how would you feel? it feels terrible... how could this happen to me, i made my mistakes, got nowhere to run, the night goes on and im fading away, im sick of this life, i just wanna scream... How could this happen to me?... harhar.. kumakanta lang poh... anyways, how i wish babalik din un... nweiz, may leadership training kami so i will be gone for 4 days, without a pc... gosh, can you imagine that? its ok though, maganda naman ang seseminaran namin eh... malapit pa sa beach... where i can watch the sunset... haay... para akong abnormal noh? im talking about one thing then tapos another topic na naman... hehe... la lang... i feel so tangled kasi eh... im not in the mood to be serious too... ah basta! ill post again pag balik ko galing sa leardership training seminar namin... and wish me luck ha!!! <<< January 23, 2006
inspiration
9:51 PM Hi... ALL IN THE SAME DAY... wow... i just posted a while ago that my blog sucks... well, not now.... I love my blog, some people love it too.... I updated it and you can see now what it has become... *harharhar* Well....Beauty is in the eye of the beholder of course...Some people may love it, some people may not.... Oh well... I just got my report Card... and *damn* all my grades increses... well except for one...Trigo... Its ok at least I got a high grade on Chemistry and Geometry and my favorite subject... Computer... *haha* I got a shining 91 grade on both PE and Values... I cant belive it... *haha* I got 88 on Computer and my lowest??? 79 from Trigo... My one and only line of 7 grade...Well its ok... Unlike before that I almost gave up coz I got one failing grade, but I didint, instead I work harder and look at what ive become now...*harhar* But seriously a have a little piece of advice to all bloggers out there who are in the point of giving up what they really like...Give it a shot and be much stronger... But the most important thing is to ask thru prayers what you always want.... God is always there waiting...All you have to do is to call into him and tell him what you want... Thats it! Continue reading my online journal for more days of a punk teenage sweetheart .... Ill be here!!!
At last!!!
7:33 PM Hi.... Me again!!! I dont know if anyone reads my blog but im trying to make it beautiful.. I dont care,honestly! I made a blog for a simple cause, an online journal! Well thats whats its there for right???? Anyways, I updated my blog! Im superproud of myself, coz at last, I saw a site which offers free templates for blogger.... hirap kasi makita un sa net eh... Well, my layout was made by this site... http://www.thomoeda.cjb.net/ !!! I have a few problem though... I have no idea what language they are using in that site... and I dont know how to edit some of it... And as you notice, some of the words cannot be posted, im sure there is.... Check it out... But anyways, im going to stick to this layout for a moment at least hindi na xa ordinary.... calling all those who find my blog, at magaling sa things na to, can somebody please..... HELP!!!
waiting! irritating! useless!
7:18 PM i didnt blog for a almost a week. I wasnt internet-less, i just dont feel like doing so. And finally im back to my ranting! here it goes.. Waiting seems to be so irritating for me. I ve waited a lot of times for some things to arrive, but it had never approached my way, my expectations. I had to linger for a longer time. But sweats do not compensate at any amount, at all. Then it came to the point when I wanted to stop; wanted to raise both of my hands and say look, Im done. will continue this tomorrow........ and i flunked once again my chemistry exam… i could not care any less…. im so used to it! why am i so prone to random blogging?????!!! argh! I cant make up an entry with a one decent topic. January 14, 2006
testing
5:58 PM hayyyyyyyyy… im still fixing my site… WP comment plugger and SMILIES na lang ang kulang… i have to start all over again.. and our connection is slower than ever.. *kill me* on the lighter side..New layout..pink as always.. my layout and that looks almost the same..haha!too bad all of my made Friendster templates got deleted.. rawr!!! SPONGECOLA’s third vid, UNA is now out. It features theband performing in an absurb-slash-surreal setting. I love the song and the vid.. pls vote for it on MYX.. so as CUESHE’s ULAN and PUPIL’s NASAAN KA (im a huge ELY BUENDIA FAN!!!! ely is eraserheads’ vocalist FYI. )
TRUE FRIENDS
4:04 PM  Hi its me again... Im watching Sisterhood of traveling pants... I really love the movie, i feel like theres a connection between me and that movie coz i can realte too much in it... Especially the role of Tibby... You see, i have a barkada and we call our group KOALAS.... It doesnt have a meaning actually but we just thought that would be right for our group coz koalas are cute and we are... haha... Anyway, while I was watching the movie I just thought of how lucky I am to be able to belong in my group... You see, some teenager out there are so much desperate to find a group where they can fit into, Im in no exception, before I found my besties... I kept on praying and asking for friends that will be true and will last... And i found Koalas came... thats why i felt so lucky i have them coz even though Ive benn through a lot of pain and even though how awful this life can bring to me, I know that there will be much more better than life... I will say one thing though, to all of you who havent found their true friends yet.... keep on praying coz in time youll find them... Friends are everywhere anyway!!! January 13, 2006
CUESHEan.....
6:09 PM   JAY JUSTINANIHi its me again... you know what, before i used to like Hale so i called mysef a Haler...but now, i realized there is something much better than Hale... and that would be Cueshe... Its funny because cueshe really is the band i was destined to like..the first time i saw cueshe on the tv i was amazed... but the first time i saw hale... i was like "how did that video came there, it doesnt even came close to number 1?!..." but the moment i found out that their vocalist, Champ, was the cuz of my friend... i got addicted to the band....knowin i will meet champ soon... but then later ive learned my lesson, now.......... I liked Cueshe much better... I think thats just the REAL ME............... The new CUESHEAN........ moi!
time is inexorible
6:08 PM Ei there. How was your New Year folks? Well, Mine was a blast, Really breathtaking. The fireworks were amazing! And finally after 48 long yrs I was able to avail Globe’s unlimited promo! Text messages from my friends and classmates greeting me a happy new yr were overflowing. One message struck me. It was only then that I realized that I only have less than three months to relish my life in junior high school and Im about to be a senior . Only three months are left to savor the atmosphere that has been such a wonderful part of my life. Only three months and ill be facing the inevitable. This is something all and sundry can relate to. I know, at one point in your life you wanted for the world to turn the other way around and just be right in the exact same place and time when you have not been made known of the feeling of resentment for the succession of time in the present. Three months are left in the shot clock. I have to face the truth that I cannot stop time from revolving. Though sadness fills my being this moment, I have to learn how to value the remaining time I have And that means being able to value time and face the reality that we dont have a lifetime to do the things we want to do. And sometimes, though it hurts, we really have to say goodbye to the people weve learned to love. Aww shocks… sigh… One of the most exciting things about life is tomorrow. By that I mean that the fact we have no real idea what tomorrow will bring is what makes life interesting. Indeed it is that which drives us on. We can plan and schedule but in truth no one has a clue what tomorrow has in store for us. I find the whole concept of time fascinating and in many ways scary. Time is the one commodity man has yet to control or get anywhere near controlling. Hope you get my point.
There are instances in life that we need to battle...
6:06 PM There are instances in life that we have to battle against time and incidences. These are also the times when we get to discover new things that only experience can teach us. Im neither happy nor sad. My life has been boring lately. I have not done anything so far but look cute, eat, sleep and surf the net. Yep. definitely the bum me. I told myself to let this 14 days vacation productive yet nothing seems to be done. The rational side of me is diminishing little by little.. hay! I dont feel like updating you via my blog because i will be posting too many random thoughts which i already did.Haha the term has finally come to a close. the weather’s getting colder, friends getting closer, the stars have never been brighter, and everythings practically perfect the way it is or so i thought.
pinkness.....
6:06 PM I had about enough. I was net surfing and doing something really important and then… I got disconnected! ArGhHh!!!The things you have to go when you are using dial up connection! amf..For this christmas i want to receive LOTS OF INTERNET CARD! Pls send the username and password here http://www.friendster.com/profiles/teenattitude .Preferably Philcom! I will strongly appreciate it! I used the curlers moments ago. Gawd. I simply love my hair when it is curled.While curling i was watching tv and i saw URBANDUB in MYXMO and in MTV. They ROCKED, bigtime! Hands down to them! They even have a girl member.. How cool is that??? Even other bands like CUESHE thinks so.
soulmates?!...
6:00 PM Do you believe in soulmates?? well i do.. haha! and i think i met him.. in the person of MIKE! we met through a HALE gig.. Believe it or not he is a big FAN of Cueshe!! Im pretty much bothered by his sexuality bec how often do you find a guy who idolizes Cueshe as much as i do???! At first i taught He was GAY! Add the fact that he is very serious in nature and i rarely hear him talk. I made friends with him to know the truth. I asked for his number and we became textmates.. ANd HEAVENS No, he was not gay.. Hes straight.. 100% guy!!! I later realized that we share almost the same interests. We are both musically inclined. He plays the guitar while i play the piano. He is like the MALE version of me. He also possesses what i like in guy physically (tall, white, butterfly hair.. think Harvey!). I now hold my cellphone more than usual…just waiting for his TEXTS! Im not inlove or something (its too early to tell.. WAY TOO EARLY!) Im just happy i met him.. Ooopss.. LOst is on.. Got to go.. |
her secret world
i don't know if anyone would ever stumble in this site. well, its me crizzy and im the only one who knew this blog. scratch that. 'coz this time i think i had enough courage to share to others my thoughts & ramblings. if you happen to bump in this site. well, whatever! all about moi
To Dream is my number one Hobby. Dreams help me stay strong. Loving is my key to having a better life. Love is sometimes Complicated, but I still manage to make it through. Learning to trust people is my number one goal right now. Learning to pick and decide well is what im working on. My life is currently on the ride. Im loving everything. I want to be happy, thats all. :)plugboard
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